“Sarah lived a hundred and twenty-seven years; this was the length of the life of Sarah.” (Genesis 23:1, AMP)
I read Genesis 23:1 and wondered not about the length of Sarah’s life, but the fullness, the depth, and the breath of her life. I wondered, “Did Sarah live every day fully? Or, like me, like you, were there days when she was just surviving? Going through the motions? Wearied by the mundane?”
She was 90 years old when she give birth to Isaac. We know that she was very beautiful but had endured the heartbreak of infertility for decades, and had lost hope of having a child of her own. Remember how she laughed when she heard the Lord say that she would have a child?
For those of us who have lived with an unfulfilled dream, a yet unfulfilled promise, we can identify with her laughter at that moment. We can identify with Sarah’s laughter because, as much as we want it to be true, few, if any of us, are exempt from being assailed by doubt at some point in our journey of faith. And yet, this same Sarah who laughed within herself is one of only two women named in the Hall of Faith.
Read what is said of Sarah: first, in Genesis 21:1(NIV);
“Now the Lord was gracious to Sarah as he had said, and the Lord did for Sarah what he had promised.”
then in Hebrews 11:11 (AMP),
“By faith even Sarah herself received the ability to conceive [a child], even [when she was long] past the normal age for it, because she considered Him who had given her the promise to be reliable and true [to His word].”
Read also what the Bible records Sarah said of her self:
“Sarah said, ‘God has brought me laughter, and everyone who hears about this will laugh with me.’ And she added, ‘Who would have said to Abraham that Sarah would nurse children? Yet I have borne him a son in his old age.’” (Genesis 21:6-7, NIV)
So what is my answer to the first question I posed earlier, “Did Sarah live every day fully?” My answer is, “No.” Why? Because she had days, even seasons, like you and I, when she made poor choices. And doubted God. And ill treated people in her life. But I dare say that she lived a full life. Because I believe it is the sum total of our days which matters. Any life characterized by a journey from doubt to faith. Any life for which the defining statement is, “By faith even Sarah herself received the ability to conceive [a child], even [when she was long] past the normal age for it, because she considered Him who had given her the promise to be reliable and true [to His word]”, such a life is a life fully lived. A life with depth and breath. A life that each of us are enabled by God to live.
“The thief comes only in order to steal, kill and destroy; I have come so that they may have life, life in its fullest measure.” (John 10:10, CJB)